I know you all must be a little upset that I haven't been around blogging much these days... or not. Can I be honest with you? oh good..

I haven't really been motivated to do anything these days.. no art, no books, no studio time, no studio. I think I finally hit my breaking point where I just needed me. I needed to be me and not stress about all the deadlines, shows, special events, the entire pressure filled reality I put myself in. I needed to figure out myself after dedicating everything to everyone else and my projects which were starting to turn into "chores".

I'm finally getting to the point where I'm feeling inspired again. I'm hoping this inspiration and many interesting new muses will help push me to create something deeper and more meaningful. This journey of self has been interesting... I've confronted a lot of my demons yet at other times completely drowned in them. I'm still pushing the seams with eager fingertips to rip open who I am and where the next step will lead me. I also know that this is a life long journey but at times we all must be aware of it

and now the next step.

I hope that you will join me in this new/old journey.